the heart is beautiful above all things

Every time I follow my heart, it leads me to him. I mean, what other explanation is there? Why is it he's all I can think about? Why is it that no matter how upset I am, I see him and can't help but smile? Why is it that when he smiles at me, I get that feeling in my stomach? And even when he'd broken my heart and hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me... When he lied to me, and I hated him... Why did I still feel those same feelings? Answer me that and then I'll be able to tell you why I let him hurt me so much...

and why is it that the most painful thing in life is to love someone so much that doesn't even care or love you back??? why am i stuck with this person for all this while.. how come i can't move on? sometimes i felt like life is just not fair... but come to think of it the only thing i did wrong is to love him so much more than i love myself..
MORAL nyeh.. chenta diri dlu baru leh sayang org k... <3

"The biggest mistake you could ever make would be to love someone and never tell them..."