Friday, April 24

April and It's Chronology

If you could go back..
and just change one thing about your life, would you?

And if you did, would that change make your life better?
Or would that change ultimately break your heart?
Or break the heart of another?
Would you choose an entirely different path?
Or would you change just one thing?
Just one moment.. one moment that you've always wanted back.



OK, April didn't treating me good this year. Kronologi yang tak menggembirakan sama sekali.

Had a car accident on 4th and I've just found out yesterday that the workshop where I've sent my car to, is setting me up regarding the claim thingy. They said they're claiming from the insurance of the person who knocked me (3rd party), instead Kurnia informed me that they're claiming mine actually. (@#$%^&)

Tons of assignments to be submitted. Alhamdullilah I'm done with the rest, left only one final assignment that need to be handed by today which I still haven't finish it yet. I'd prefer blogging rather than typing my assignment. Urgh.. hectic!

Playing "layang-layang" is much way harder from what I've thought. I'm getting tired each time. The "kite" that I tightly held all this while, seems like has slowly changed its direction as the wind blows and it keeps on drifting "itself" away from me each time I'm pulling back the string. I've tried my best to hold on tight to it.. but I slipped.
It's a strange world
It's a very strange world that leaves me
Holding on to nothing when there's nothing left to lose

And last two days, Pak Lang.. adik abah, has just passed away somewhere around subuh. He was admitted in Hospital Taiping for few days already. Lately memang kerap sangat keluar masuk hospital, his condition was not so good. His health condition getting worse each time. Hurm.. I wanna write more about Pak Lang's story but I guess I'll just stop here first and will continue later. Am off to class, it's 6:50am already. Toodles!

p/s: Hurm.. April, I'm tired! Can't you just stop from treating me bad?

The rest of your life is a long time
and whether you know it or not
, it's being shaped right now

You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate
or bad luck or bad choices
or.. you can fight back

Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world
that's just the way it is
but for the most part you get what you give

Let me ask you all a question - What's worse:
not getting everything you wished for
or getting it but finding out it's not enough?

The rest of your life is being shaped right now
with the dreams you chase, the choices you make
and the person you decide to be

The rest of your life is a long time
and the rest of your life starts right now..

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4 Comments:

Blogger chuck said...

Sorry to hear about your uncle's death cik surie.

Lepaskan je layang-layang tu, ader layang-layang lain lagi cantik and best untuk main ( sorry I'm not helping, but it is true right??)

April 25, 2009 3:19 PM  
Blogger Suri said...

its ok chucky, thanks!
smlm aku terpaksa rush balek KL as today aku ada last class, ada evaluation and submission. The rest of my fam still kat kg..

nway, again i understood :)

April 25, 2009 5:07 PM  
Anonymous yesitsnotme said...

al- Fatihah.


p.s: woah. the poem

April 27, 2009 10:37 PM  
Blogger Suri said...

thanks boo
btw again, it's taken from OTH..

April 28, 2009 9:19 AM  

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