Paranoiya I Am
"thanks for ur self-esteemed"
That's what I've received after I've wrote something when I replied back a message from some stranger on MySpace. Biasa la kalo orang anta message with pick-up lines yg dah basi, for-instance: "Hi awak ni cute la, boleh berkenalan?" (again, please define CUTE? Ugly but adorable.. thanks for the compliment!). Usually aku just ignore those kind of message, tapi tetiba tadi gagah pulak aku gi reply message mamat tu, aku pun balas..
"If you interested to be friend with me bcoz of the looks, maybe you need to think again dude.. am not as cute as u've seen/said, sgt huduh in real world. btw thx for buzzin but I dont entertain stranger.. Sorry :)
Anyway, thx again!"
Maybe I'm just being too harsh here but that is what I always do when a stranger suddenly prompt out of nowhere. Maybe sebab aku sangat paranoid, scared that someone trying to make a fool of me or make a prank/gotcha. Oh yes, I'm a queen of paranoiya.. LOL! It's not that aku ni sombong or whatever, it is just that somehow I don't simply trust in people, exspecially nowdays. I don't even trust myself. And by not trusting myself, I can hardly trust others. *sigh*
Maybe I think too much OR it isn't a matter of what I think. Maybe it's what I've done that has led me to feel the way I do now. A friend told me, at any rate, don't put too much trust in someone. You will learn to regret it if you do. And if you ever allow yourself to feel betrayed, you will then find yourself being cruelly vindictive.
"Loneliness is the price we have to pay for being born in such modern age, so full of freedom, independence and our own egotistical selves.."
That's what I've received after I've wrote something when I replied back a message from some stranger on MySpace. Biasa la kalo orang anta message with pick-up lines yg dah basi, for-instance: "Hi awak ni cute la, boleh berkenalan?" (again, please define CUTE? Ugly but adorable.. thanks for the compliment!). Usually aku just ignore those kind of message, tapi tetiba tadi gagah pulak aku gi reply message mamat tu, aku pun balas..
"If you interested to be friend with me bcoz of the looks, maybe you need to think again dude.. am not as cute as u've seen/said, sgt huduh in real world. btw thx for buzzin but I dont entertain stranger.. Sorry :)
Anyway, thx again!"
Maybe I'm just being too harsh here but that is what I always do when a stranger suddenly prompt out of nowhere. Maybe sebab aku sangat paranoid, scared that someone trying to make a fool of me or make a prank/gotcha. Oh yes, I'm a queen of paranoiya.. LOL! It's not that aku ni sombong or whatever, it is just that somehow I don't simply trust in people, exspecially nowdays. I don't even trust myself. And by not trusting myself, I can hardly trust others. *sigh*
Maybe I think too much OR it isn't a matter of what I think. Maybe it's what I've done that has led me to feel the way I do now. A friend told me, at any rate, don't put too much trust in someone. You will learn to regret it if you do. And if you ever allow yourself to feel betrayed, you will then find yourself being cruelly vindictive.
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"Loneliness is the price we have to pay for being born in such modern age, so full of freedom, independence and our own egotistical selves.."
Labels: Bubbles In The Air, Emo-nyet, Prisoner of Thoughts
posted by Suri at 10/17/2008 02:19:00 PM
5 Comments:
hahahah thanx for ur self esteemed?
sapa dia?
hot?
pilot?
pakai red skinny jeans?
mebi kalo dia hot, br will boost my self-esteemed kot.. keji! hahahahah >:)
p/s: honestly i dunno n i dun even care.. ignorance is my partner in crime now
wuarghahahahaha.. dem.. tak penah terpikir lak wa self esteem ada past tense.. aduh=))nih mmg nak kena B word nih!!..=))=))
" I'm a queen of paranoia"
Sigh me too...
Let's make a club.
lets go.. hey ho!
*sigh*
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