So Just Pull The Trigger

"Drow Lady"
Pencil sketch on paper
11:16AM November 25, 2009

Russian Roulette by Rihanna

Take a breath, take it deep
"Calm yourself", he says to me
If you play, you play for keeps
Take a gun, and count to three
I’m sweating now, moving slow
No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I’m terrified but I’m not leaving
Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger

Say a prayer to yourself
He says "Close your eyes, sometimes it helps"
And then I get a scary thought
That he’s here means he’s never lost

As my life flashes before my eyes
I’m wondering will I ever see another sunrise?
So many won’t get the chance to say goodbye
But it’s too late to think of the value of my life