She's Not Anyone

Songbird by Oasis

Talking to the songbird yesterday
Flew me to a past not far away
She's a little pirate in my mind
Singing songs of love to pass the time

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone..

A man can never dream these kind of things
Especially when she came and spread her wings
Whispered in my ear the things I'd like
Then she flew away into the night

Gonna write a song so she can see
Give her all the love she gives to me
Talk of better days that have yet to come
Never felt this love from anyone

She's not anyone..

A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fast.. colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years.. I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still, beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath.. Every hour has come to this
One step closer

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer..

Breathe Again - Sara Bareilles

picture taken from FLICKR: AllisonImagining

Car is parked, bags are packed
But what kind of heart doesn't look back
At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?

All those words came undone
And now I'm not the only one
Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need.. he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands.. still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again
I'll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth
And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view
Hang my head, break my heart.. built from all I have torn apart
And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore

All I have, all I need.. he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands.. still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

It hurts to be here
I only wanted love from you
It hurts to be here
What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need.. he's the air I would kill to breathe
Holds my love in his hands.. still I'm searching for something
Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

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Current Ear Candy :)

Skyscraper

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
and untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
to watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear
Go run, run, run
Yeah, it's a long way down
But I am closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have, you can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass, like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper


by Demi Lovato

Every Teardrop is A Waterfall

I'd rather be a comma than a full stop

Waiting Outside The Lines

You’ll never enjoy your life, living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances, how you gonna reach the top?
Rules and regulations, force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation, it’s time for you to seize the day

I’m waiting.. just waiting
I’m waiting.. waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead, if you keep living blind?
Stuck in my same position, you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us, just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground
The time is now.. just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know.. what’s in you is out there

by Greyson Chance

I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know.. what’s in you is out there

Jar of Hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all


by Christina Perri

Current Lullaby

#1 This Man by Hyun Bin
(Secret Garden OST)
My favorite part is the chorus, the 'softness' of his voice.. *blushed*

#2 For You It's Separation, To Me It's Waiting by Hero Jaejoong (JYJ)
(SungKyuKwan Scandal OST)
I like Hero's version better compared to the original song. Definitely more 'soul' and 'feel'.

#3 Proud by DBSK
(Not an OST for any series.. as far as I know)
Accidentally found this song while youtube-ing on Micky Yoochun - the lead actor in SungKyuKwan Scandal. He laugh easily, he cries easily - to cut it short, he is a little bit sensitive and emotional among them (ex-DBSK members). That is what I love the most about him (dan juga pipi bola pimpong beliau, ngee)


YES, Korean series are addictive and yes, itu je saya nak nak update.
OKTHANKSBYE.

Faith

You Give Me Hope by Ryan Kirkland

We laugh, we cry
Sometimes we're broken and we don't know why
And I'm tired and I lose my way.. You help me find faith

I'll take this life, and live like I was given another try

Been There, Done That

Grenade by Bruno Mars

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live
Take it all but you never give
Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is..

I'd catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same
No..

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from
Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah
You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

If my body was on fire
You'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya
I'd jump in front of a train for ya
You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Oh, you never do the same
No..

Hazy

Hazy by Rosi Golan feat. William Fitzsimmons

I watched you sleeping quietly in my bed
You don't know this now
But there's some things that need to be said
And it's all that I can hear, it's more than I can bare

What if I fall and hurt myself,
Would you know how to fix me?
What if I went and lost myself,
Would you know where to find me?
If I forgot who I am,
Would you please remind me oh?
Cause without you things go hazy..

Click for a cover version, thumbs up: YouTube

The Notwist - Consequence

When You Know, You Know

I know it's not your fault, but I’m a locked door
And inside I’m a mess by someone before
And I wish that I.. I could find a key
To unlock all the things you want us to be

Let me open up and start again
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in
That’s what keeps us apart

And that’s why I need time
I said I need you to understand

Call up the locksmith, tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys, none of them seem to fit
While you're on the phone, call up the clocksmith
Coz I could use some time, even the slightest bit

I’m thinking now’s the time, maybe its time to go
If I gave you my heart, be gentle
I’m tired of laying alone, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know..


by Travie McCoy

Scream Your Heart Out

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

Secrets by One Republic

One Day You Will

You feel like you're falling backwards,
like you're slipping through the cracks,
like no one would even notice,
if you left this town and never came back.

You walk outside and all you see is rain
You look inside and all you feel is pain
And you can't see it now

But down the road the sun is shining.
In every cloud there's a silver lining.
Just keep holding on.

Every heartache makes you stronger
But it won't be much longer.
You'll find love, you'll find peace
and the "you" you're meant to be.
I know right now that's not the way you feel,
but one day you will.

You wake up every morning and ask yourself,
"What am I doing here, anyway?"
With the weight of all those disappointments, whispering in your ear
You're just barely hanging by a thread
You want to scream but you're down to your last breath

And you don't know it yet..

Find the strength to rise above.. you will
Find just what you're made of.. you're made of


by Lady Antebellum

Flips and Drops

Went to Genting last weekend. Nothing much less different than before up there, except that I rode the roller coaster alone for the first time without a company. And for the first time as well, I kept my eyes wide open from start till the end, yeah surprisingly! Seriously before this tak pernah tak tutup mata. Pastu seboleh-bolehnya akan grip safety harness tu sekuat-kuat hati macam tanak lepas, punya la takut sampaikan suara pun tak berbunyi.

I am terrified of roller coasters and scared to death but somehow I don't know, this time was different. I just wanted to give it a try, wanna know how it 'truly' feels. Freaking out? Ofcourse, but I don't think too much about it. Imagination can be super wild you know, especially while waiting for your turn.. gosh! By the way, I chosed to sit in the middle, alone. Still don't have enough guts to sit at the front.. yet, hiew.

Well? It wasn't that bad at all pun! Never thought it would be so much fun and thrilled at the same time. Ingatkan sure dah pengsan macam separuh mati, rupanya tak pun. It went so quickly and by the time it was over, I was like, "Eh, dah habis? Tu je? Come on, I want more pleaseeeee". Eceh, berlagak tak ingat! Let see now, I've tried Solero Shot, I've went for Skytrex, I've rode roller coaster alone with eyes wide open, I've done wall climbing. Dang, these are kind of personal achievement to me, as I'm scared of height and speed. Hee :D

By the way, I've learned that we wouldn't know what is waiting for us behind the flips and drops, and how does it really feels like going up and down the steep hills.. until we went on it. Or in other words, until we have experienced it ourselves. Freaking out is normal, but you need to face your fear and learn to deal with it somehow. Same goes in life, just give it a shot. Don't worry, you'll be just fine. "Nothing can cross the path of our destiny without leaving some mark on it forever". Aite? *wink*

Life is a roller coaster ride
It brings you up slowly
then shoots you like a rocket towards the ground
It twists you and it shakes you before it turns you upside down
You can't see what's around the corner
And you can't look back, so just live it up and feel the rush

Look How They Shine For You

Isn't this animation super duper triple adorable?
Kan kan kan? *heart*

My Best Friend Wedding

picture taken by Mazlina

pictures taken by me

pictures taken by Sae and Rudy

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Orang Kecil by Wani Ardy

Down by Jason Walker

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back and I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line
Hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky, I’m stuck on the ground
Why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go
Cause then I’d never know what I could be missing.
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for?

I shot for the sky, I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh why I’m coming down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
I don’t wanna hear the sound, of losing of what I never found.