Therapy

If a smile could kill.. then I should be dead by now
*pengsan*

Sobs

Aku rasa macam nak jerit sekuat hati sekarang. So yeah it's true I guess when they say that sometimes we're broken and we don't know why. Seriously, I really need to scream my heart out.. really really really bad! Dada dah macam nak explode :( Dear blog, I know you are so kind.. tumpang jerit okay? *sobs*

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*tekap muka dengan bantal*

Random

Slowly as the years go on..
sometimes you lose those friends
that you never thought you would..

- iTweetLife -

Beautiful reflection from my office window

Pagi Hari

Pagi semua. Orang cakap waktu pagi tak baik ber'mood' suram. Tapi pagi ni, aku sedikit 'suram', maaf. Jarang kan aku bercerita soal aku dengan serius kat sini sekarang? Jarang kan aku post any artwork kat sini sekarang? Entri yang ada makin kosong which aku sendiri pun kadang tak suka nak baca. Terasa macam entri yang sekadar untuk update, tanak blog nampak mati.. itu je. Artwork.. dah almost setahun tak sentuh, sayang. Abang Fathul banyak kali pesan, jangan tinggal terus, bakat yang Allah bagi kita tak boleh sesia kan katanya.

Tapi aku dah kekok nak mula semuanya balik. Nak menulis, draft dah bertimbun tapi.. Nak melukis, hehari aku tidur bertemankan artwork tapi.. Nothing triggers me anymore, at the moment.

p/s: FYI, entri ni pun hampir hampir jadi draft saja *sigh*

The heart is in the CENTER of our chest,
but it beats at the LEFT side..
And I guess that's why, heart isn't always RIGHT.