Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Bukan Diriku by Samsons

hurm.. is thr any of u out thr noticed yg sore vocalist samsons neh ade sket ala2 james blunt nye style? hurm.. ker aku sorg jegh yg pasan cmtu? huhu.. dunno but still.. bile dgr sore dier, mcm dgr james blunt nye sore.. hek! version parawok.. haha! apekah..

setelah kupahami
ku bukan yang terbaik
yang ada di hatimu

tak dapat kusangsikan
ternyata dirinyalah
yang mengerti kamu
bukanlah diriku

kini maafkanlah aku
bila ku menjadi bisu
kepada dirimu

bukan santunku terbungkam
hanya hatiku berbatas
tuk mengerti kamu
maafkanlah aku

walau kumasih mencintaimu
kuharus meninggalkanmu
kuharus melupakanmu
meski hatiku menyayangimu
nurani membutuhkanmu
kuharus merelakanmu

dan hanyalah dirimu
yang mampu memahamiku
yang dapat mengerti aku

ternyata dirinyalah
yang sanggup menyanjungmu
yang lama menyentuhmu
bukanlah diriku

Persetankan Edisi 13: SATU

SATU Percubaan..

urm.. kalo ade sesape yg x paham, per kaitan SATU Percubaan ngan caption pic tu, ekceli wht i meant is once kiter dah try kasut tu tp kasut tu x muat, eventho kiter suker bangat ngan kasut tu, jgn ler nak gak pakse kaki tu kasik muat, jgn push! or else, mcm gwe ckp it will hurt u more. ade gak jenis org yg nak sgt beli kasut fav dier eventho trang2 x muat tp dier nak jugak beli atas alasan yg x logik.. "mane la tawu, one day muat ker kan? baik beli jegh, tunggu smpi muat..huhu" but one day u'll realized tht actually alasan tuh just nk sedapkn ati jegh and sedar yg kasut tuh macam mane kita suka pon, its not gonna fit u.. and menyesal sbb degil sgt nak jugak beli.

huhu.. merepek jegh.. tp ekceli kalo sape yg paham, ade simbolik nya.. aku dpt idea frm satu japanese drama neh.. LOVE REVOLUSION! citer dier byk mende yg simbolik.. hurm kalo next edition persetankan seswai.. mane la taw leh gune lg ayat2 lam cite tuh.. huhu!

moral nya?? siler la carik kasut yg sesuai ngn kamu yer.. hehe!

Through Glass by Stone Sour

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel, that is the question
But I forget, you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized
And folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect to better folks
And while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real, so much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(No more sad voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember is just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the stars
The stars that shine for you
And it's the stars
The stars that lie to you

I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home
Sitting all alone inside your head

The stars
The stars that lie

Larut by Dewa

mungkin aku pernah juga..
merasakan cinta..
tapi tak pernah..
seindah ini..

mungkin aku juga pernah
merasakan rindu..
tapi tak pernah..
sedalam ini

mungkin kamu takkan pernah..
percaya..
bahwa sesungguhnya..
aku telah terjatuh…

ku akui.. aku.. telah larut
larut ke dalam..
kamu.. yang ku cintai

**mish yu like h*** ;'(

Perasaanku Tentang Perasaanku Kepadamu by Dewa

hai cinta
dengarkanlah
aku ingin bicara
tentang aku dan kamu
tentang cintaku padamu

aku memang laki laki
yang pernah mencintai
seribu wanita dan misterinya
tapi sekarang begitu berbeda
denganmu aku merasakan cinta yang lain

Bersamamu ku rasakan cinta
Bersamamu ku merasa rindu
Bersamamu ku bisa jatuh hati
Bersamamu ku merasakan sesuatu
Yang tak pernah ku rasakan sebelumnya

ini hanya teriakan perasaanku
tentang perasaan ku kepada dirimu
yang semakin hari semakin menjadi jadi
hatiku sudah memilih kamu menjadi
separuh nafasku dan separuh jiwaku
kamu menjadi bagian hidupku

Are you happy?

are you happy? everyday? well, i dun think bout these things.. but u'll never know whts goin to happen aite? like.. whts the weather like today? who will i meet today.. just thinking like these makes me happy... arent u? its like a game... guess whts the nxt things tht gonna happen.. certain ppl wouldnt look back..never thought bout yesterday. whts for? but for me.. i done tht a lot.. can say everyday, the old goodbad days keeps popups in the top of my head.. most of the time, when im about to go to sleep.. or when im feel a lil bit EMPTY.. or sumtimes, at time like these... well, nevermind..

Lonely Day by System of a Down

tadi aku gi bwat follow-up kt UH, amek result for blood test n scan yg suppose aku gi few months ago..huhu! but then sbb bizik ngan thesis pekejadah sume, so this sem br gi UH. Last week, bole la plak cik yg kt kaunter tuh ckp diorg tersalah bwatkn appoinment tuk aku, coz doc yg aku nk jumpe tuh just available on monday morning jegh. abestu, takkan la aku nk balik jegh kan.. mau satgi mak aku yg tgh carik parking lg kt bwh tuh muler nk membingitkn tinge gwe neh.. adeh deh! so aku tanye jegh kalo2 leh amek report jegh dlu and bwat follow-up later ngn Dr. April tu kalo2 ade ape2 doktor uh nk terangkn. Alhamdulillah, seb baek leh amek report tuh jegh. Lepas berjam-jam tunggu smpi turn aku (biase la.. hospital kerajaan mmg berjam-jam) masuk2 jegh doc tuh kasik report yg diorg print out tuk aku. alahai.. setengah muke pon x sampai.. huhu! dalam report tuh bebunyik spt di bwh..


Impression: Right thyroid nodule
There is a large mixed echogenecity nodule in the right lobe measuring 2.7x1.2x1.8cm and another small hypoechoic nodule also seen in the right lobe measuring 0.4x0.4cm. and bla bla..

then doc tu ckp, kalo nodule tu xde effect ape2 then tayah bwat ape2, tayah operate.. but then if it is a cancer then kne la operate coz doc tu suspect aku ade thyroid cancer coz abah aku n uncle aku deduer pon pnah kne. mmg ade bengkak sket kt leher side kiri but dlu la, mase check tu but now dah decreasing in size. Doc tu suh aku dtg lg skali ari Isnin (arineh) tuk jmpe Dr April yg handle kes aku b4 neh. Cuak juger kn, riso la kalo btul cancer, kne operate?? adeh deh.. tamo tamo.. bole plak weekend baru neh dlm medic tv gi tunjuk psal thyroid cancer gak.. hampesness! cam tawu2 jegh kn.. *dush*! Tadi gi.. alhamdulillah doc tuh ckp everything's normal. Just dier advise every 6 months kne bwat blood test lg takot2 its become worst la.. in case! and my boring days continues..

jiwa kosong.. otak kosong.. pewut juger kosong.. huhu! *lapa*

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss

Such a lonely day
And its mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you

Take your hand and walk away

The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
And its mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived

Tomei

hurm.. tataw nak post per neh, so post jegh pic mate yg sgt tomei neh.. huhu! dier juger tomei bangat.. tp pic tak beraper lawa la sbb amek gune fon jegh, aku tader kamera lomo cam member nizam tuh.. huh! *jeles*

pardon me but i'm QUIZZICAL

Quizzical by Juliet the Orange

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find
pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply
and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find
pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply
and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic

So why do you still love me
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

L.O.N.E.L.Y: i am

it is such a lonely day.. and its mine... totally mine.. hukhuk! hate it.. just hate it!


Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed

Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct

So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away

They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die

And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

The animal
the animal
the animal instinct in me