S.O.S

At one point in our lives, we may feel life more bitter than sweet.
At one point in our lives, we may feel like giving up hope.
At one point in our lives, we may feel 'small' and 'invisible'.
At one point in our lives, we may hear nothing but 'silence'.
At one point in our lives, we may find that we are no longer have the strength to be strong.

And at one point in our lives, breaking down may seems the only getaway.



Friday, 3:00 AM
May 28, 2010

Oh Dear

Good friends are like stars.
You don't always see them, but you know they are always there.

Dear WRD,

Harap cik tahu, diam tu tak bermaksud tak ambil tahu dan tak ambil peduli. Take a good care of yourself out there, okay? Be good :)

We miss you, babe!! *smooch*

Sigh

What a tough challenge for Mak and Abah. A wedding in a week time, one child sicks due to dengue and another one is admitted just now and have to undergo an operation to remove stones in the pancreas. May Allah be with my family during this tough time, get well soon Faez and Ayang.

Habits

Everyone has a habit, so do I.

I rarely duplicate stuffs that I already have.
I usually will only have a pair of heels at a time.
I usually will only have a pair of sandals at a time.
I usually will only have a pair of slippers at a time.
I usually will only have a pair of sport shoes at a time.
I usually will only have one handbag at a time (and so on).
I usually will buy a replacement only when the items are no longer in a good condition.

I love to sleep at the wall side of my bed with my back facing the wall. I always have to have blankets on me to fall asleep no matter even if it is hot. I always sleep with a fan on even if it is cold outside.

I'm not really a well-organized person but I love to organise things first before I could start doing anything. I love to separate the spoons, forks, plates etc and make sure the sink is empty first before I could start washing the dishes. I love to separate all the clothes accordingly by types (pants, shirts, undergarments and etc) before I could start to hang dry them.

I often prefer to write greeting cards with pencil.
I love to stay in my bedroom with the fan being switched-off.
I always have to take off my shoes or slippers when I'm driving.

And last but not least, saya ada habit malas potong kuku. Nasib baik Mak always become my reminder (kena marah sebenarnya) heee ;p

Jiayou!

Never let go of hope. One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself... "How did I get through all of that?"

Hi, Hello!!!!!

Helloooooooooooooooo! *peluk blog.. LOL*
Aiseh, nak update pun tatau from where should I start first. OK, lets start from day-to-day update lah then, shall we? Hehe :D

Last Monday till Wednesday
Freaking busy with the handover thingy and I only have 3 freakin days to finish it up before I left. Kesian Dennis, the new System Admin. Sure blur like kaw kaw punya, kena sumbat semua task just in 3 days. He even texted me a day after I left, asking about some documents. Poor Dennis, huhu.

Last Thursday and Friday
Melilau cari the nearest LHDN (Tax) kat Putrajaya on Thursday evening. TAPI sebenarnya LHDN tak wujud pun kat Putrajaya, boleh? Penat je tawaf satu Putrajaya, ngok ngek je. At last, on Friday try cari LHDN kat Jalan Reko but sesat sampai ke Pekan Kajang. Tapi akhirnya jumpa jugak lepas call Abah for the exact direction. Itulah, bajet terer nak redah je kan. Oh ya maaflah, saya tak ada GPS so sebab tu sesat meraban. Tak ada suara yang bagi direction "Keep left, in 200 meters take left. Recalculate.. recalculate..". OK, sebenarnya dialog tu saya belasah je tapi bunyinya lebih kurang macam tu la kan, hohoho.

Weekend
Pergi majlis cukur jambul, pergi Midvalley and the rest? Saya hilang ingatan sudah, dang! Teruk kan? Haish, banyak sangat makan semut goreng agaknya T__T

And it's MONDAY May 10th, wee-hoo!!!!
Officially working at U-Mobile!! Disebabkan takut terperangkap dalam jam, before Subuh dah bangun. And disebabkan takut terperangkap dalam jam jugak lah, pukul 7:55am dah sampai office.. serioussss, hari ini dalam sejarah!! FYI, working hours sebenarnya 9am to 6pm ya kawan-kawan, pfftttt! By the way, since that I'm working with U-Mobile now, should I take off DiGi stickers yang melekat kat kereta I tu? Ngee, sayang la pulak :D

The Long and Winding Road

Some people try to turn back their odometers.
Not me.. I want people to know why I look this way.
I've traveled a long way and some of the roads weren't paved.

A friend told me once, straight roads are the ones that we always took, the one that we are most comfortable with. And I am afraid that it is true, indeed. We choose not to take the curvy roads as to skip the headache. We hate the bumpy and unpaved roads. Therefore we decide to turn back whenever we meet one - just because we simply don't want ourselves get into trouble or get hurt.

No matter how much time will be wasted,
how much will the fuel cost.. we don't care.
The only thing we know is that we want to have a safe journey.

I guess I have experienced both (kot.. LOL)
The straight, plain and boring - and the long winding roads.

Down by Jason Walker

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back and I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line
Hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky, I’m stuck on the ground
Why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

Not ready to let go
Cause then I’d never know what I could be missing.
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for?

I shot for the sky, I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh why I’m coming down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
I don’t wanna hear the sound, of losing of what I never found.