Hurt by Christina Aguilera

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Lullaby Ring

arineh stuck kt ofis till 8:30pm.. hish! bukan sbb load byk sgt tp sbb intan balek lambat so terpakse la follow drebar like always.. drebar always rite.. kan? hehe.. btw balek2 tadik lepas mkn and tinguk tv jap, aku trus naek atas gegolek.. busan! I need sumone to talk to.. hurm, try to kol cik aqeelah but no answer! then dpt msg, "ai keje la cik arineh.." dah agak dah! kalo dier x pickup fon tht means dier keje mlm la tu.. sian cik aqeelah, chayokk chayokk! nak kol ono, b4 tht dier ade mentioned dier nak kua so he's out of list.. so aku pn msg domot.. "sombong!". saje jegh ckp cenggitu memandangkn siang tadik dier on9 bwat dunno jegh.. huh, PENSOMBONG! huhu.. kiddin! then aku received msg frm him.. "watpe ko keje digi tp tamo kol aku? kol la aku cpat.. kol la oii" haa.. lebey kurg gitu la msg munyik beliyaw and lalu... aku pn kol jegh.

and as usual, start2 jegh convo ngn domot or nama sebenar, dennel neh.. sure bertekak psal company sape lagik bagus.. wasted, hakhak! NST or DIGI.. cam budak kecik! biase la.. intro harus panas sket. then kua plak cite psal kerja dier siang tadik... SALAH UPLOAD pic kat website NST, ngantok punye psal.. hish budak neh, dah la br keje.. dier ckp ntah mcm mane, mater dier giler x larat nak bukak smpi dier tersalah upload pic tuk artikel psal doktor2 neh pastu gi upload pic apek cine gumok kt situ which is suppose diuploadkn tuk pua chu kang nye artikel ke haper ntah...buwahahah, lawak sengal! seb baek bukan artikel psal pak lah.. kalo tak, "YOU"RE FIRED!!". huahua.. mmg sengal ini budak!

lepas bergelak ketawa sakan smpai pecah pewut, tetibe kua plak topik yg mls aku nk state kt sni.. lalu... aku dapat BEBELAN free drpd beliyaw! bak kate beliyaw, penat jegh dier bebel.. everytime pn aku asek ckp aku dgr, aku paham, aku tahu tp... like always, aku degil! kekadang aku gelak jegh dgr dier bebel eventho he's serious at tht time. biase lah, dah tataw nak respon per.. asek ckp yer.. yer..!! the last thing he said b4 hangup the fon tadik.. dier suh aku paham bebetul of wht he has said to me and pertimbangkan.. trust me, i always do! just in matter of time jegh.. go with the flow, tht is wht im doing right now.. for now!

pom pang pom pang.. x pasan dah borak2 lebeh sejam ngn domot, seb baek line free.. hakhak! btw thanks for the advice domot, my fulltime kaunter luahan perasaan! hoho.. lenkali akan ku supply kan hot chix untuk anda yer.. muahaha! dah.. tdo time but have to wait for mr ono first... aiyak, AR AI RIN DI YU DU = WINDU!!

MODE: demam

arineh mcm sengal sket paler neh coz demam since smlm. rase cam floating pn ade gak.. paler agak blur2 jegh, kak nasha tanye2 time lunch td pn aku wat x layan sgt.. bukan pe, mmg paler taleh nk focus.. sorry kak nasya! intan n kak nasya byk kali suh aku balek tdo jegh, amek halfday jegh arineh but mcm malas la puler. busan jegh lepak umah sesorang nnt, so baek lepak ofis jegh.. mmg la paler agak sebal sebal ayam sket tp disbbkn keje x byk so baek dudok jegh ofis, tayah membazir cuti.. huhu!

smlm bangun2 jegh dah seseme truk.. damn, demam! paling malas skali kalo demam, sbb sure malas nk bwat sume mende.. malas nk makan, malas nk mandi sbb air sejuk gile, malas nk bergerak.. malas segala2 nye! so bangun2 trus btaw intan.. "org demam ar.. g klinik jum, amek mc!". then intan suh g mandi sbb nk anta aku gi klinik, kebetulan plak dier pn amek leave smlm sbb nak settle kn hal maid dier. memandangkn time tu kul 7 pagik, aku malas giler nk mandi sbb badan pn x sedap, mandi air sejuk? owh terima kaseh jegh la.. so aku just mandai p.ramlee jegh la, basuh muke n gosok gigi.. tuka shirt, sarung long pant yg aku br beli kt danau kota last nite, sarung sweater merah aku and then gegolek balek sementara tunggu intan siapkn anak2 dier nk gi nursery. uhuk.. uhuk.. batok+seseme yg critical.. haih!

seb baek x ramai org kat klinik, doc ckp badan tak berape panas tp tekak merah sgt mcm dah luka.. she said "your batuk is very dry la.." owh yes doc, mmg sgt kering.. seseme pn dah mix ngn darah sket neh, adeh! after tht, ngn selamber nye intan ajak aku yg x mandi neh gi makan jap kt kdai sblh klinik, taper taper.. selekeh pn taper, org tawu aku demam coz pegang plastik ubat.. hakhak! dan skali lagi aku dipaw oleh intan, dier mengangkat2 kening time nk baya.. yerla, it's pay back time! i owe her once.. err so many times, buwahaaaah! thx alot intan.. malas nk berkire dgn dier coz she has helped me alot, tumpang umah, tumpang mkn, tumpang g keje.. and many other things.. she has done alot for me all this while.. thx muchie sis! owh, berbalek kpd topik asal.. then tetibe intan ajak gi giant kt plaza masalam. erk?? owh tidak.. takkan nk gi pkai selekeh cmni? memandangkn drebar i nk beli barang dapur, so i pn dengan terpakse relanye blasah jegh follow dier gi giant. bwat2 muke konfiden sudah.. buwahahah! x mandi tapi konfiden itu penting.. agagaga! mase kt plaza masalam, terserempak dengan pratikum-mate mase kt matriks dlu. last time terserempak ngn dier kt mcD 14th, dier keje kat situ. Now she's working at baskin robbin plak.. lupe plak dier amek pemakanan, no wonder dier keje ngn fastfood. tp kesian jugak.. coz seems like dier mengeluh time dier ckp.. "nak bwat camne, dah amek pemakanan time blaja dlu.." hurm.. any how, all the best to her!

balek2 jegh umah, aku gegolek jap kt sofa then bangun tuk merasmikan air epal+aloe vera yg aku beli kt giant tadik, owh sunggoh lazat.. thx to maz sbb dier yg introduce air tersebot mase kt um dlu.. hehe! the next thing, eventho mc aku igt nak blaja shell scripting ngn intan tapi ape kan daya, di saat2 intan dok explain psal shell scripting.. mate neh dah layu2 psal ubat dah jalan. aku pn ckp kt intan, later on la sambung.. mate mmg kenot go dah neh. try gak bertahan sbb nak sgt tawu psl shell script tu tp seyes kenot go.. lalu aku masok tdo dan... mangun pd jam 6 fetang lebey2 sket.. huhu! and pastu on off tdo till 9pm.. pd mlm arinye on9 sebentar bersama cik maz and few frens.. lalu continue menidurkan diri setelah mak hencik besa dr serdang menalipon suh tdo awal, suh mkn ubat.. wah wah, cepat nye berita tersebar. lantas pc di'off' lalu menarek simut yg tebal lagik comfy itu.. zZzzzzZzzz!!